Nine of Water Joy Vision Quest

when love come to me
i am like a river fluid in my movement
not in doubt or fear of something going or coming
here where trees stand tall
like statuesque risings
with their leaves dancing
the waters flow like honey

the baskets are filled now
i stand here and let waters of joy
flow to my heart
i will not pull back from this flow of joy
i know it is unfamiliar to many
but this way of joy comes when all
things blocking are purged
now i am like the trees without fear of being
myself
without fear of being my entire soul- self
because i am swallowed up in life full and free

i will feel this flow of bliss
cool and warm
sweetened with goddess fire light
like mountains with rain swelling in the clouds
down it pours
like snow melt on the hills
how did i feel
to be something that could not
partake in this bliss of life?
that is when i forgot my
true self
now though
joy flows like rivers free, wild and perfect
i cup this coolness with my hands
and savor it to be blessings of light
oh, now i am not afraid
to simply be