heart drop (nature spirit reading), turtle

heart drop travel up to path of
open land
he walk with his fin like legs
like a fish or like a swimmer of land
his inside is soft textured with organs
in there heart is a little afraid of outside
elements of world
like what might happen to me if not camouflaged
his outside shell is hexagon pattern
it is puzzled with this
put together like puzzle that fits perfect
even though each hexagon uniquely different
each one is written different for nature is never straight with order like
logic is
but disorderly with perfection touch of God

turtle spirit not sing like should his song
he sort of muted in his turtle song
because he used to be with richer earth soul heart
where his experience was different
there were more animals around to enjoy in company
he now alone feeling
a bit lost inside like where my full family?
he would like to talk more to them
for he does speak inside his shell
he speak of ancient knowledge
of time of ancestor workings that connect all together
like hexagon map
they connect as one harmony
turtle spirit know this
he know he not saying what is little things here
he say big things with his presence of ancient world

he mystic meessenger in ancient way
turtles bring blessings to all in way of
saying slow down world
there is time to do everything later
come sit by soul heart here in pasture but be quiet
with mind
be like turtle when he in best place to live
with abundant meals
be in best place
because you no longer listen to turtle voice
but i still go on and eat and swim earth
and do routine daily
i am shy
i will not run fast so be sweet
be quiet
be like my nature simply here now
be like turtle
here now

turtle prayer

flow up from heart my sweet heart
i love you in your way
i kiss you here in my pasture for i know
this earth and swim in it like water
i taste it daily
i feel it under my fin like legs
i feel the grass against my hard casing always
i never leave this feeling inside my heart
i love this way of feeling
and i would like to say to all
be not in world so much like mental
be like turtle singing of land connection
to ancient feelings inside
that whisper always of something rich free
not set apart in structures made by hands of man
but in simplicity of earth ground
i close to ground always you know
God made me this way
i close to ground
here
now see this is good song now to me
thank you