the window is open

he was there in the vision
the shaman man
he wears leather white like doves in purity
beadwork made by Mary's touch she know
these ways
he lifts his arms up to heaven and rattles
with movement of fine beadwork
he praises sky clouds earth mother
praises it's grace so delicate, sweet, giving
pure with all things blessed
he raises his arms
he touch white buffalo head so sweet in life
free
i saw him with angel wings cleaned of all impurities
and shiva he is there within him and he is within shiva
white buffalo, white bull, trishula
Mary too
she is not separate
oh yes, they live all together in one essence spirit beauty
never have they come in separation
all flow in mind's eye from same light source

and now the window is open
grace flow in
with sweet sunshine
kisses face with song of nature heart so precious
in color subtle energy of love
kisses heart with song of nature
with it's full form resting in soul
like goddess rests
leaves enfold her in arms of earth scent
leaves of green enfold her like ivy
she rests there peacefully filled with knowing
that yes
life is beautiful in essence like gems of emerald
come play in it now
like child dancing
and have no worry for yourself not at all
kiss her sweet mother nature with lips full
and she kiss back with blessings for all
my child
now go play
she say
now go play in your land of creation world
like one not attaching there
but open
open
open
open
yes this is the way

the rainbow in all things (nature spirit reading), shannon

                                           

pendulum turn round shannon picture
and picture of nature
working to bring that mystery of
time when young, innocent and fresh
like new spring day with flowers dancing
flowing waters clear gliding over rocks
whirling in places whirling in her being
refreshing, bubbling music divine

her heart is sweet natured with some
wondering about, where will my
life turn now?
where will it take me now?
i am uncertain but am open like
a woman filled with love to give
warm heart strong bond with people
make happy home to my family
with giving nourishment and good food
from scratch
in this way i show love
with my eyes i speak a song that writes my
story
shannon
i walk on a path now and see so many
opportunities to move forward
i walk with my love
i walk in myself with a dance and smile
of the little one coming
he is dancing with me on the path
together we go forward into the adventure
of life

see how my heart is filled with hope
the cups represent many possibilities
the greenery of new growth
rising out of myself to fly in happiness
sparkling with eyes of wonderment
the rainbow in all things
these are just a few of
the gifts that come
from letting go
into this heart of all
shannon

unique expression

let us study without having to read anything
without having to strain our mind to understand
without having to learn anything
without having to make a degree or an accomplishment of it
without having to compete with anything
without having to philosophize about it
or convert anyone to our way of knowing
without having to compare with anything
without having to measure anything
without having to remember anything
without having to put anything over, above or
in between anything
without having to explain anything to anyone about it
without caring if anyone else feels or gets it or connects
with it exactly the same way
without having to be anything within it
or put our views on it or anyone else
without having to be afraid to feel it this way
this way of knowing that speaks of itself in it's beauty
in it's simplicity
in it's *littleness* because it is quiet and not having
any airs or needing to be bolstered up
it is just what flows in this moment in the heart
of wisdom voice
that is natural
rooted in the earth knowledge voice
here to say,
be within your true beauty and not set against
something else
for you are beautiful that way in your unique expression
just like flowers that play in the field
like the moon kissed earth that sits silently
you too are beautiful that way
now let us study with a clear mind free of all the
rest of it
and see what is in there
in the depths

rich like ancient times (nature spirit reading), yuna

                           

clear pendulum move from heart to head of yuna
then draw heart at forehead
her heart is in her head and living, dancing
with song of sweet life easily
no care for her self much though
as she care for family which is her main living
experience

clear pendulum go down forehead and heart
and forward like walking
yuna walk lot in nature with her smile of
happiness for the earth and what blooms from it
like,"oh this is where my heart flowers most"
she quietly happy in heart when feet touch earth
like this my best place

her energy move out in smooth circles
pendulum tap forehead yuna then to siddhananda
and then make a cross to say she find nature holy
like pure water to drink
she connect with siddhananda there in this way
it is her love there same
like this
pendulum heavy and make a cross tap yuna forehead
like that in there too
like two same that way
two have walked same paths near mountains
lakes and green open lands same places
walking with joy
and heart singing in touch with earth as
feel it to be sacred

yuna may not fully know her connection is
rich like ancient times
when earth was treasured and treated with
dancing celebration
flowing rivers felt to run thru all hearts
trees swayed like music inside head
oceans moved as unity in one heart
waves rolled on without time borders

pendulum say she have this seed in her heart
and it lay dormant (pendulum lay down)
and will rise when time unfold its secrets

column sacred energy rise up
inside my heart live many flowers dancing
with arms open
the pasture is sacred
dreamcatcher moves here in all things
speaking language i hear but have not yet fully embraced
but clarity
circulates this tune for yuna to say
be still sweet friend of earth
don't worry so much
you are master of secrets
beauty divine
flow like water
flow and say yuna
i speak my truth
with tongue kissed by angels
i speak my truth
yuna

push in turn unlock (nature spirit reading), santhip

                           

pendulum pull to tarot tantra card
with key
heavy pull
as it lifts it is very slow
move to santhip face
he mystic man but not know he so very
mystic
wisdom in head flow and point down
to heart center
and down to feet on earth
india he is inside him
he is saffron in heart or like color
orange robes
smell incense and dhuni fire
where sadhus sit by and are in circle
he walk that type of landscape
inside his being
he footsteps (pendulum walk)
to mystic path of light with guru
that he feel is best place for him
now black pendulum lay on tantra card with key
like rest there to absorb energy of, "way through"
or open doorway to go inside and view universe cosmos
with eye detached

pendulum want to stay there now not lift
as very heavy
now pendulum tap key and rest there same angle
it move up and down on key
and place where fingers touch to hold
so it fit in lock perfectly
it show place fit in lock on top
then push in turn unlock
is working  to open river music to santhip ear
flood his being with flower offerings ganga water flow
flood his heart ganga water flow
make him know without doubt he deep mystic man
of sweet nature to family and people around
his form of santhip

answer this dear man of india who came to doorway
with heart open
answer your question with opening door to cosmos
and all will be revealed to your heart
like fragrance of stars sweep sky for all eyes to see
like rains come heavy in your land
and beggars sit with no food
and many are stingy not give easy to others of helping sincere
or others take when not sincere

this comes to say you not apart from this way
that plays about in many appearances
high low pain happy
all of it is in light energy various hues yes santhip
now i see lakshman jhula bridge in my mind
so clear santhip
you walk across head high without fear or concern
you walk by crowds with happiness welling
you lift arms to sky and smile
i am here oh india
oh world of all things
i am here
i am
santhip

broken pieces fit well

pendulum held siddhananda hand
it was broken off
it fell on floor a few time back
and siddhananda not know if to keep or not
but rudraksha pendulum say to her with psychic energy
it still good for work channel spirit language
it now broke
but put together glue and be like finer point
that sensitive to hurt in things
as it broke apart like this
but now operating with gentleness unique and
understanding of what is matter is not that pieces broken
but that mind think not good anymore
for mind not know that broken pieces fit well and are acceptable
to nature spirit
like uniqueness of artistry displayed in universe
and the suffering bring about something of a new unique
blossom on universe tree of life
that when wind blow blossom smile and feel so freshly
as know the struggle to come to blossom
so long in winter time so long
but happiness rises from this background of struggle
like a new opening and so appreciate that when wait so long
to feel sun and rest against hard bark of tree of life
not alone struggle like before
and can now feel so deep all song of things alive as know yes i from
same place not bigger or smaller
but in flow divine

oh how sensitive now the shunghite pendulum is
yes she know siddhananda know
and she work with it with love
care
for she know that walk too
yes she know walk of so many too

beauty like budding roses (nature spirit reading), chris

                             

                               

heart to sky
heart to sky
pendulum go round mother of air
chris has in her deep beauty and compassion
for all humankind
she wear clothes of one who work
in hospital sometimes
she is with patients holding their hand
speak sweetly to them like you are in good hands with me
don't worry
she heart like ocean in-depth
pain there though from time past
make her tender hearted fragile
like youth is
in its sweet way of looking into others
eyes and speak with eyes i love you so
i am like you dear heart
so i am not putting up walls to say
i am different from you

legs walk a lot pendulum point there
they walk in fields
by oceans
by busy streets
by cafes
by flashing lights on street
she loves to walk
pendulum move from chris legs to ocean
back forth
turning in motion dance
go christina to ocean magic with
heart love
bring yourself only
don't worry about anything or anyone
because all are in you without end
without me and you
without time
now pendulum move up to sky in circles
she christina lifts others up this way
she lifts others up with her presence of christina
she lift those around her up
and they are blessed when she is near

what am i wearing dear one of sweet heart way
a mask of sadness
a mask of happiness
a mask of time past
a mask of heaven angels
what am i wearing for you sweet heart
i wear beauty tender like budding roses
i wear clouds lifted in air
that soak in color
i wear shaman mystic woman deep within
my sorrow
that brought me here to you dear one
i have nothing special on me
just beauty with nature glistening sand
endless oceans
open meadows of green
nighttime kisses of stars
nothing special but i love all
i love the play that sings daily in me
through me
christina