the window is open

he was there in the vision
the shaman man
he wears leather white like doves in purity
beadwork made by Mary's touch she know
these ways
he lifts his arms up to heaven and rattles
with movement of fine beadwork
he praises sky clouds earth mother
praises it's grace so delicate, sweet, giving
pure with all things blessed
he raises his arms
he touch white buffalo head so sweet in life
free
i saw him with angel wings cleaned of all impurities
and shiva he is there within him and he is within shiva
white buffalo, white bull, trishula
Mary too
she is not separate
oh yes, they live all together in one essence spirit beauty
never have they come in separation
all flow in mind's eye from same light source

and now the window is open
grace flow in
with sweet sunshine
kisses face with song of nature heart so precious
in color subtle energy of love
kisses heart with song of nature
with it's full form resting in soul
like goddess rests
leaves enfold her in arms of earth scent
leaves of green enfold her like ivy
she rests there peacefully filled with knowing
that yes
life is beautiful in essence like gems of emerald
come play in it now
like child dancing
and have no worry for yourself not at all
kiss her sweet mother nature with lips full
and she kiss back with blessings for all
my child
now go play
she say
now go play in your land of creation world
like one not attaching there
but open
open
open
open
yes this is the way

the rainbow in all things (nature spirit reading), shannon

                                           

pendulum turn round shannon picture
and picture of nature
working to bring that mystery of
time when young, innocent and fresh
like new spring day with flowers dancing
flowing waters clear gliding over rocks
whirling in places whirling in her being
refreshing, bubbling music divine

her heart is sweet natured with some
wondering about, where will my
life turn now?
where will it take me now?
i am uncertain but am open like
a woman filled with love to give
warm heart strong bond with people
make happy home to my family
with giving nourishment and good food
from scratch
in this way i show love
with my eyes i speak a song that writes my
story
shannon
i walk on a path now and see so many
opportunities to move forward
i walk with my love
i walk in myself with a dance and smile
of the little one coming
he is dancing with me on the path
together we go forward into the adventure
of life

see how my heart is filled with hope
the cups represent many possibilities
the greenery of new growth
rising out of myself to fly in happiness
sparkling with eyes of wonderment
the rainbow in all things
these are just a few of
the gifts that come
from letting go
into this heart of all
shannon

unique expression

let us study without having to read anything
without having to strain our mind to understand
without having to learn anything
without having to make a degree or an accomplishment of it
without having to compete with anything
without having to philosophize about it
or convert anyone to our way of knowing
without having to compare with anything
without having to measure anything
without having to remember anything
without having to put anything over, above or
in between anything
without having to explain anything to anyone about it
without caring if anyone else feels or gets it or connects
with it exactly the same way
without having to be anything within it
or put our views on it or anyone else
without having to be afraid to feel it this way
this way of knowing that speaks of itself in it's beauty
in it's simplicity
in it's *littleness* because it is quiet and not having
any airs or needing to be bolstered up
it is just what flows in this moment in the heart
of wisdom voice
that is natural
rooted in the earth knowledge voice
here to say,
be within your true beauty and not set against
something else
for you are beautiful that way in your unique expression
just like flowers that play in the field
like the moon kissed earth that sits silently
you too are beautiful that way
now let us study with a clear mind free of all the
rest of it
and see what is in there
in the depths

rich like ancient times (nature spirit reading), yuna

                           

clear pendulum move from heart to head of yuna
then draw heart at forehead
her heart is in her head and living, dancing
with song of sweet life easily
no care for her self much though
as she care for family which is her main living
experience

clear pendulum go down forehead and heart
and forward like walking
yuna walk lot in nature with her smile of
happiness for the earth and what blooms from it
like,"oh this is where my heart flowers most"
she quietly happy in heart when feet touch earth
like this my best place

her energy move out in smooth circles
pendulum tap forehead yuna then to siddhananda
and then make a cross to say she find nature holy
like pure water to drink
she connect with siddhananda there in this way
it is her love there same
like this
pendulum heavy and make a cross tap yuna forehead
like that in there too
like two same that way
two have walked same paths near mountains
lakes and green open lands same places
walking with joy
and heart singing in touch with earth as
feel it to be sacred

yuna may not fully know her connection is
rich like ancient times
when earth was treasured and treated with
dancing celebration
flowing rivers felt to run thru all hearts
trees swayed like music inside head
oceans moved as unity in one heart
waves rolled on without time borders

pendulum say she have this seed in her heart
and it lay dormant (pendulum lay down)
and will rise when time unfold its secrets

column sacred energy rise up
inside my heart live many flowers dancing
with arms open
the pasture is sacred
dreamcatcher moves here in all things
speaking language i hear but have not yet fully embraced
but clarity
circulates this tune for yuna to say
be still sweet friend of earth
don't worry so much
you are master of secrets
beauty divine
flow like water
flow and say yuna
i speak my truth
with tongue kissed by angels
i speak my truth
yuna

push in turn unlock (nature spirit reading), santhip

                           

pendulum pull to tarot tantra card
with key
heavy pull
as it lifts it is very slow
move to santhip face
he mystic man but not know he so very
mystic
wisdom in head flow and point down
to heart center
and down to feet on earth
india he is inside him
he is saffron in heart or like color
orange robes
smell incense and dhuni fire
where sadhus sit by and are in circle
he walk that type of landscape
inside his being
he footsteps (pendulum walk)
to mystic path of light with guru
that he feel is best place for him
now black pendulum lay on tantra card with key
like rest there to absorb energy of, "way through"
or open doorway to go inside and view universe cosmos
with eye detached

pendulum want to stay there now not lift
as very heavy
now pendulum tap key and rest there same angle
it move up and down on key
and place where fingers touch to hold
so it fit in lock perfectly
it show place fit in lock on top
then push in turn unlock
is working  to open river music to santhip ear
flood his being with flower offerings ganga water flow
flood his heart ganga water flow
make him know without doubt he deep mystic man
of sweet nature to family and people around
his form of santhip

answer this dear man of india who came to doorway
with heart open
answer your question with opening door to cosmos
and all will be revealed to your heart
like fragrance of stars sweep sky for all eyes to see
like rains come heavy in your land
and beggars sit with no food
and many are stingy not give easy to others of helping sincere
or others take when not sincere

this comes to say you not apart from this way
that plays about in many appearances
high low pain happy
all of it is in light energy various hues yes santhip
now i see lakshman jhula bridge in my mind
so clear santhip
you walk across head high without fear or concern
you walk by crowds with happiness welling
you lift arms to sky and smile
i am here oh india
oh world of all things
i am here
i am
santhip

broken pieces fit well

pendulum held siddhananda hand
it was broken off
it fell on floor a few time back
and siddhananda not know if to keep or not
but rudraksha pendulum say to her with psychic energy
it still good for work channel spirit language
it now broke
but put together glue and be like finer point
that sensitive to hurt in things
as it broke apart like this
but now operating with gentleness unique and
understanding of what is matter is not that pieces broken
but that mind think not good anymore
for mind not know that broken pieces fit well and are acceptable
to nature spirit
like uniqueness of artistry displayed in universe
and the suffering bring about something of a new unique
blossom on universe tree of life
that when wind blow blossom smile and feel so freshly
as know the struggle to come to blossom
so long in winter time so long
but happiness rises from this background of struggle
like a new opening and so appreciate that when wait so long
to feel sun and rest against hard bark of tree of life
not alone struggle like before
and can now feel so deep all song of things alive as know yes i from
same place not bigger or smaller
but in flow divine

oh how sensitive now the shunghite pendulum is
yes she know siddhananda know
and she work with it with love
care
for she know that walk too
yes she know walk of so many too

beauty like budding roses (nature spirit reading), chris

                             

                               

heart to sky
heart to sky
pendulum go round mother of air
chris has in her deep beauty and compassion
for all humankind
she wear clothes of one who work
in hospital sometimes
she is with patients holding their hand
speak sweetly to them like you are in good hands with me
don't worry
she heart like ocean in-depth
pain there though from time past
make her tender hearted fragile
like youth is
in its sweet way of looking into others
eyes and speak with eyes i love you so
i am like you dear heart
so i am not putting up walls to say
i am different from you

legs walk a lot pendulum point there
they walk in fields
by oceans
by busy streets
by cafes
by flashing lights on street
she loves to walk
pendulum move from chris legs to ocean
back forth
turning in motion dance
go christina to ocean magic with
heart love
bring yourself only
don't worry about anything or anyone
because all are in you without end
without me and you
without time
now pendulum move up to sky in circles
she christina lifts others up this way
she lifts others up with her presence of christina
she lift those around her up
and they are blessed when she is near

what am i wearing dear one of sweet heart way
a mask of sadness
a mask of happiness
a mask of time past
a mask of heaven angels
what am i wearing for you sweet heart
i wear beauty tender like budding roses
i wear clouds lifted in air
that soak in color
i wear shaman mystic woman deep within
my sorrow
that brought me here to you dear one
i have nothing special on me
just beauty with nature glistening sand
endless oceans
open meadows of green
nighttime kisses of stars
nothing special but i love all
i love the play that sings daily in me
through me
christina

nature spirit readings

namaste,

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thank you and om

sand painter (nature spirit reading), shaman woman

                                           

in the circle of sand i play drum
move outward my music native
thru my whole being
wearing cloth animal placed on my skin
hands only know how to sync with drum beat
not my own beat
they work only in tune with spirit
i know nothing of mechanical workings
i know only the way it feel
like one flow of divine energy
feet move to sound
like dum dum duh dum duh dum
with movement come out very far
in drum language
it is like all nature listen or is in it too
you know
(pendulum move behind and cross body to
go far in front)
not me just wearing animal cloth
others wear too
like this behind and in front
and deeply inside
all circle circle with beat of life

many moons working rays pleasant
holy
sand painter work to make creation of
healing message
but not last long like all things
just one day only
winds sweep sand back to sky clouds rain thunder
booming
but healing energy still there in clouds now to feel when rain fall
the men in world want security but world shakey always
know this
no security without security in heart of all
then never shaken from heart though
world change

now come go round the fire with me
i am singing music tonite here
my brother my sister i see in you
we have all come here by same god light flow
not somewhere else please sister brother know
do not have worry for yourself
find beauty in little
find beauty inside
we will be together then
for we come same god light
we come same

christ bread heart (spirit nature reading), pille

                             

pille has flower in heart 

if let mind flow down

with circle round siddhananda heart

she flow into flower back to 

siddhananda heart

and back to pille

like connection is living 

pille

you no longer need to worry

for life circles without constriction

always

speak flower heart 

see flower heart

smell flower heart 

hear flower heart

with your senses of fine tuning you have

ability to truly feel small things

no longer need to say no that hurt too much

with your fingers touch thing like feel first time

like not in head or worry

rest mind in nature 

love living as pille

she is creative woman

she is sweet in heart yes

her senses are like instrument but 

she don't know how to fully use yet

she don't know the whispering rain

that is coming in always in delicacy

she is not letting tune of pille play fully 

but she is listening now

she is asking self, " why i this way?"

i am coming though now forward 

i will create my light for humankind

to feel sweet breath of pille's art

and others will be moved like,

"ah, such nice heart music

so nice"

pille

flowing upward

with designs made by hand with love,

care

fruits succulent sweetness

this is the top of the mountain up high where

air clear fresh to breathe 

where song not held in any longer 

where voice not speaking sorrow

where hands moving with wind chime

and feet resting on earth with awareness of 

ground 

now eat good food for soul 

not old bread 

eat christ bread heart 

with care

taste it with tongue slowly

let it be with all senses not just one

healing comes when embrace pille song

of true beauty 

yes healing come then

keeper of creativity (nature spirit reading), joonas

                           


joonas go to this lake a lot
he like walk
he like walk on path
he secrets in heart that are not
fully known to his mind now
he go round lake with walk
thinking of path that he is on
shunghite pendulum pull to his heart now
he not with his creativity in fullness
but it is there to be discovered

now black pendulum go around
lake water and around joonas heart and face
in smooth circle
take advantage of soul riches
joonas
pendulum point down in lake depth
go down farther
there will be cycle of refreshment there
refresh you with air breath like filter
that moves into your energy field
move with something like different
pattern than joonas know about himself

he is keeper of creativity in his being
he is with some psychic power in head
grounded never away from depth heart
he need go to water place
rinse mind clean of blocks
with dancing on path
not thinking
his dance be of one that walks alone much
which is mystic way
yes  joonas mystic way is alone, walking alone
make for something of deeper truth
so walk joonas with confident air
like all things you are a part of
you have secret psychic energy there
and if embrace different
will be a one to speak language
psychic
this is in you joonas

card magician has cup resting on heart
pendulum pull there
fill with mental worry this cup
and pour out in lake to wash clean doubt
let it run down to earth
walk on earth now with happiness
you are good man
you help mother
you are nice to people
you are not alone
you are part of universe
be walking joonas
with doubt rinsed clean
with clear mind
joonas

heart drop (nature spirit reading), turtle

heart drop travel up to path of
open land
he walk with his fin like legs
like a fish or like a swimmer of land
his inside is soft textured with organs
in there heart is a little afraid of outside
elements of world
like what might happen to me if not camouflaged
his outside shell is hexagon pattern
it is puzzled with this
put together like puzzle that fits perfect
even though each hexagon uniquely different
each one is written different for nature is never straight with order like
logic is
but disorderly with perfection touch of God

turtle spirit not sing like should his song
he sort of muted in his turtle song
because he used to be with richer earth soul heart
where his experience was different
there were more animals around to enjoy in company
he now alone feeling
a bit lost inside like where my full family?
he would like to talk more to them
for he does speak inside his shell
he speak of ancient knowledge
of time of ancestor workings that connect all together
like hexagon map
they connect as one harmony
turtle spirit know this
he know he not saying what is little things here
he say big things with his presence of ancient world

he mystic meessenger in ancient way
turtles bring blessings to all in way of
saying slow down world
there is time to do everything later
come sit by soul heart here in pasture but be quiet
with mind
be like turtle when he in best place to live
with abundant meals
be in best place
because you no longer listen to turtle voice
but i still go on and eat and swim earth
and do routine daily
i am shy
i will not run fast so be sweet
be quiet
be like my nature simply here now
be like turtle
here now

turtle prayer

flow up from heart my sweet heart
i love you in your way
i kiss you here in my pasture for i know
this earth and swim in it like water
i taste it daily
i feel it under my fin like legs
i feel the grass against my hard casing always
i never leave this feeling inside my heart
i love this way of feeling
and i would like to say to all
be not in world so much like mental
be like turtle singing of land connection
to ancient feelings inside
that whisper always of something rich free
not set apart in structures made by hands of man
but in simplicity of earth ground
i close to ground always you know
God made me this way
i close to ground
here
now see this is good song now to me
thank you

heaven moon rise

heaven moon rise in quiet night
i was walking there
i met a man on the roadside
he wore clothes different like person of world
i did not care what he wore my way is
one of love for all
so i made my eyes shine
on him
he softened to my presence

i made my heart open to him
he softened to my words
that asked him
are you from different place?
he say no i from here always
i live here

i said to him, but you are not looking like from here
it is okay though
for you are made of skin bone heart same
like i am
so i am kinship of yours always sir
i am not different though  i wear my hair black
braided
i have basket of things to take to
my people in forest
i wear my clothes made from earth
i wear my skin dark for sun has made it
tough
i work with my hands to bring food
and give nourishment for my family

you though sir, you know not this land in
the same way
though i know you are pleasant
so let us enjoy the heart of each of us different
in outer
yet speaking same as friends
because i will not be in this same body long
for when i pass through time tunnel of transition
i will come out in world like new form to begin again
and sir you may have known me back awhile in other life
when you wore skin brown with earth and i said to you
sir i am looking for help and friend
and i wondered if you would speak to me because i looked
different in clothes and body
so i am not always as this what you see now
and you too
we be different in body later and speak different
but we always be here now
so let us speak easy to each other
come enjoy the land together
i will show you my way of living and you enjoy my
food made from scratch
i will taste yours sometime i hope
but now let us go walking together
and enjoy this time now
this  time the way it is
for it is never
to be same again
for now come
sir
be my friend
come

lifted by divine flow (pendulum nature reading), noel

noel go to mountains with dog companion
he is wearing his sun heart
he travel there when full moon out
the circles of water
move with him
as he journeys
flowing patterns change with his movement
he is above them not caught in them
not circling with them
he circle instead with cycle of sun moon dance
much more vast than one changing wave
more vast  than transient mind waves
he journey to sun
noel

now clear pendulum go back and forth on heart
of noel
it changes with color of cloth on form
it circles round one way then another
he have some soft heart inside him
it is water like in there
a pull to his heart there
like light magnet
his family is in him
he helps there frequent
it is in him
up down now pendulum
he works too in hospital like setting
helping patients to be stronger
be more steady in their legs (is what
is coming)
he is quiet nature spirit with heart of irish-ness
in land of green rolling hills
deep green like emerald rich jewels
crystal lakes
quiet places to roam with only his footsteps there
and dog friend too
irish man not knowing always his strength that is
strong tree like, sturdy in his ability to
give voice strength to people
he is stronger than know
and voice clearer than he allows
in him
but noel will come to sun in nightime
when moon is adjacent perfect aligned
he will be like warrior dance man
that leave impression on earth that say my voice
speak night song beauty
with tongue lifted by divine flow
lifted to speak i noel was here
i noel am like sturdy nature
i am gifted with language of green earth
i gifted now i know

pendulum speak came this way, it did...

it happened this way
when the pendulum automatically
connected to the heart of kali
and heart of seeker

these cards were chosen for
this one
not knowing out of all cards
the pendulum would choose
but these cards came

the web of maya, yantra like
the kali women
the seeker going inside to
know mystery
what is this world
what is this thing of "i"
and to be flushed out of
all that is not of truth

the pendulums pulled to the spots
on kali feet
and heart
and pulled to seeker heart
it was so easy to feel what was
happening
but a surprise here

so then when using these pendulums
around blue moon time
they came to life in a way
like pointing
leading, speaking in fluid language
spirit language
drawing out, pushing away like a tool
that was alive with flood of divine knowing
not of siddhananda's doing for certain
she knows truly her being is just a tool
to be held in this flow of heart love divine

the pendulum now will touch pictures
or objects and speak it's story
like a flow of river music
that tell story of time past
where things are leading to
where things are sensitive in energy
where things are sensitive in pain
where things are in cosmos books
of it's life stars world planet sun
solar connection

this to siddhananda is like spirit counsel
no different really
the stone is held and the story flows
of the spirit that has passed
although wondrous it is of course
with this tool divine pendulum
it is sacred knowledge tool for certain
it sits on tantric board like see up there
where put
always in sunlight window and moon energy
can come
siddhananda not care where put
but pendulum care and show

with this divine hand (or tool)
it also puts together healing boards
or structures with different objects
to flow energy out in right column
and make a showing of spirit to
human hearts that care to know

the pendulum can answer anything
but it is sacred to heart of one using
like precious tender friend of heart or
like a spirit in that one that is to her
mystic and beautiful and not of the object
but of god-light in it
the object is made of chemicals
the spirit is the thing
the spirit is the most important
thing
the spirit is the most important

open arms (pendulum spirit reading), sachi

her face is lifted to path of light
where she is working on all levels
physical, spiritual, therapy levels
her focus is with helping people
to allow the doors to open to life
instead of constriction of medicines

the om is there in the heart with all things
in nature of illustrations bright
water, clouds, ocean depth where
life is like magic color beautiful to
her
she likes the waves of ocean
sound like a way to refresh her
and give back to her the focus
to give to others
in love

soul warrior is the card chosen
it speaks of looking deeper
at inner work to be done
the seeing of "oh, this is to be thrown
away"
this is to be held tight to
this is to be neutralized by me
so it doesn't make a note of disharmony
in my being

the warrior is coming with his eyes calm
relaxed
with bull horns and skull
of ancestor knowledge
he sits on horse as he is victorious
in battle
of slaying the blocks or lower vibrations
that make awakening incomplete

the mountains are like sunset
the hawk over head
the feathers of hawk to ears
like fluttering of wind spirit
singing to ear
the sky roses like sachi nature
the green muted in color as she does
not intrude on the workings of kinship
to her it is so important
kinship with family spirit
kinship with friendly hearts
kinship with what resonates
with love and light
and open arms
sachi

pendulum nature reading (master of heart), john

                             

man of intelligent books
he like to work with them
he not in his dress of teacher always
he is a man working mixed with path
that is of light
he likes have flow of informational
literature
because he enjoys many ways of world history
now clear pendulum touch forehead of john
it is circling the mystic eye
speak of beautiful nature gift that he
has inside of him
he works (i see pencils pens and a desk
a nice desk orderly)
he works with students as a giver of
education
yet he is not fixed in way of only this
he is also a man that is sweet like sun melting
sweet heart soft in his heart to world
hurting
not wanting world to be dark like being
out of forest with diverse beauty so lush
to breathe in
with life coming to be enjoyed in its natural song
he puts out words to let others know
that diversity is beautiful
it is like good food to eat
kundalini in john
he feels it there with quiet times in his mind
that make him know he is on right path
to freedom

save your time master of heart
the world can wait for you
dawn you wings look down
with objectivity and clarity
the valley how lush its open with
winds that whisper
many secrets
freedom
like breath of dear friend
see the mountains rise in hard strength
with sun coming in you
now see it with clear eyes john
the ground rich with soil
is made of all things waiting
to rise in you
all things of harvest time
blooming
and then there will be time of filling
up with heartland of light
john

open vessel

be not  in little thoughts 

let spirit come to you

in your mind heart

put away things in mind 

so other voices of light 

can sing in you

because do you see the 

many always that glide 

across the skies in beauty

that glide across 

in heavens 

there, the world is not like 

solid forms 

but made of more lighter energies

flowing making other things 

in the mind to see 

now the vessel 

kept filled with person 

things like me mine things

when emptied out 

is open to the flowing of 

wonders into the emptiness

so they can come forward

and be different in outcome

speak with your tongue 

carefully now 

because the words you say 

leave impressions on the 

atmosphere 

energy so subtle that it creates 

another pattern to breathe in

for humanity

the patterns can be diagrams of 

love, beauty and joy

or the patterns can be static 

without any center of love 

and will be like jagged points 

that hurt and wound 

this creates another environment

as things can potentially

grow up beautiful and green

or grow up not healthy

so this is why we should speak

careful words

the speaking of spirit is not like 

complicated theories or words 

that are obscure 

but divested of the coating of 

so many words 

more like a song that speaks 

just with one word what that 

energy is saying 

and other words are not needed 

to help it along 

this makes it like a voice that 

has been cut through 

leaving it in it's simplest form 

funny how that can be 

funny how it comes that way 

pendulum spirit nature readings (for those interested)

Namaste,

For those that are open and enjoying the flow of the writing here -- if there is an interest, there can be a pendulum spirit nature reading done...

Ravi was kind enough to be the first one to use as an example
i asked him to send me his image and an image of nature he enjoys
also possibly a spiritual item if that resonates
the pictures sent will be put up as this is the way to help energy flow, heal, balance for all
not just that one...
there will be nothing personal in a deep way put up, nothing to worry about
only what is attuned to spirit heart flow -- of where things are now and where it is leading..

also anything else that resonates will come -- like healing board or music ..

if you are interested you can put name and pictures under this message and we will go from there..

thank you
and blessed moment
om

pendulum spirit nature reading (water clear like glass), ravi

flush out to silence
kundalini in him
atmosphere of nature he loves
help create column
lakes are pools of knowledge
the pendulum swings from lake imagery
to ravi deepening in depth
and then in between both images
speaking to balance
allow sinking of heavy
body connection
freeing up flow of connection
to one divine force

more writing
with black shunghite pendulum
connected to his image
esoteric he is
pendulum insistent about
pointing down
down
esoteric like not solid in
one spot
not stuck in one spot
now pendulum move like
walking
his mind is walking
more fluidity there
i do see teepees by the lake
with footsteps
to it
waiting to be walked by him
the entrance way is open
welcoming
he does walk now in spirit
more on ground now
not shaken so easily by
lightening rain cloud forms
like nature changes
transient mind

the pendulum turning in the male
way to say black shunghite stone
good for him
good dark earth male energy
many seeds in soil
waiting to rise up with
wonders like rainbows
(pendulum rises)

he has secrets in head
good secrets
secrets of kundalini
blessing
blessing
it is a deep water of
knowledge
pendulum moves from his
image to the lake
ravi go lake
and deepen
ravi go and swim free in lake

pendulum dancing in celebration now
pendulum tapping computer
like yes, write of it
celebration when ravi go lake
and swim free


the image healing connective
energy board below
is what came for ravi
native american music and aboriginal
sound lies underneath for
healing spirit
strength coming thru
vibrating
clearing
clearing
the clarity sits waiting
like the clarity of lake water
without pollutants
so beautiful to enjoy
and feel
with images reflecting on
glassy water like mirror
like mirror
they come they go
do not cling
do not cling
enjoy water clear like glass
to drink
to put on form and mind
to wash all doubt away
to wash identity away
now enjoy flow of moment
enjoy

pendulum healing formation for heart center

pendulum healing formation for heart center
to lay right below pillow in bed
the pendulum was very specific about this
and how this works to help heal the heart
chakra
or just to see the energy line of this
is good

male (shaman stone)
joined to female divine mother
for healing heart center
helps clear negative energy
away
male-female bond like a column
divine mother
absolute together
sends energy down to ground
as mother divine Mary's feet
are blessed
feet grounding dream
so there is stillness

the death card is underneath
without the words displayed
because it signifies end of dreaming
not end of body
death has halo as light is flowing
with this column of sacred
line-up

earth met sky

earth met sky in time of dream
there it was like treasures
meeting
like jewels that vibrate with
creation mother

shaman man was waiting there
he took the two of the vital
energies sky, earth
pressed his lips against them both
with heart on fire
shut his mind off from other things
unlike men that play with toys
and say they are powerful
not so at all
because earth sky shaman man
was not at all caring to have power
he was working his way to the summit
of the ancient ones

he was working his way to the
depths of the well of virtue
wholeness, sacred connection
sacred flow of many wonders
that sing beautiful
to the heart if one listens

he was working his way there
not having time or concern for
play toys that hold no value
whatsoever in the here or afterlife
because if you leave here without
making room for hearing of light
in your heart
then you cannot be unmoored like
the canoes on the sands
made with love, care and sacred
history
when they go off into the waters
they are pushed along by currents of
voice from ancestors
who have been sitting by those fire pits
in the ethereal creation
in energy light
staying close there
they listen without any other voice
obstructing the heart strings
so that sound is crisp like
cutting air

they hear the voice call
of the ones that are seeking
source
and stay in heart
to flow a song of love to them
and the others that are turned away
are not different in ancestor heart
they have same fire light
but are not aware of it
at this time

so the shaman man
took earth and sky element
and with his love
they were joined in heart
light and blessings within
so he could hear music divine
in flow of many wonders
that are not understood by the
ones in attachments
he could hear the things that others
cannot
he could smell the fires from the forests
where ancestors sit
and feel in his bones their way so
precious in it's touch of love
and care
touching even the smallest creation
he could press his cheek against
cheek of ancestor in sacred connection
as the one that holds the dearest love
to their chest and caresses it with
delicacy and hears it's fine tune
like flutes on still waters
he could feel the way of all of this
in one instant so easily
and so like feeling same as his nature


so this earth sky connection
in him lives today too
lives with knowledge
and is not out of the heart ever
but is here
to be imbibed in
when one is waiting for opening
and has tilled the soil in the fields
where harvest comes
and all are satiated with beautiful
maze, vegetables, sun fruits sweet
and plentiful
in the soul this nourishes the heart
and we should always do this my dear
like you would tend to the work life
and home life
please do this

message from shaman man:
the earth is to be loved like a home
in the way of keeping it sacred
not polluting it with thoughts
that are unconscious and aimed
towards something low
instead breathe in the sound, sights
stillness that surrounds
the focus should be in the heart center
now please enjoy the flow