Herbert's prayer

Prayer that flowed from reading Herbert's art (a homeless nicaraguan man)

Hearts speak fine and sweet to each other

if no need to feel danger or not safe

then hearts can speak

even though language different

hearts will communicate 

about good things

about Peace

what this is saying in Herbert's drawing

is: 

May there be peace for all

May there be open land for all

May there be sweetness for all

not loneliness

not desperation

not people working to make things crumble

in society

allow for heart heart speak

this is Herbert's spirit language prayer

that flowed from his lovely work

Amen

Rabia al-Adawyya

islam woman of God
she know beauty of devotion love
harsh austerities her path
mystic saint woman
she first mystic woman like this to live times
long ago
she kneel pray a lot with her mind in light
a halo form round her head
she understand her time spent best in love of God
not spent worry about other things so many
captured by

she was sold as slave woman
then owner see her there
with rays golden light encompass her
as she pray
so he left her to go on her way to be ascetic
for he fear not good to keep woman so sinless

she leave with very little
she spend days and nights worshipping with head down
like i am humble always
the earth beneath her form
desert air surround
sun beat down hard too

she was woman that sing divine love like
this love blessed and does not harbor fear of punishment
or thought of reward
it is pure love with no hooks or expectations within it
this is her message dear hearts
that true love is not layered with anything personal
or layered in expectations

Rabia,
oh life sweet friends is shimmering like gold
mountains of sand airy in muslim land
allah is the flow of pure water
fresh to my tongue
fresh to my ears, eyes, hands and all that moves
my heart always within the flow of that
my life always in the flow of that
whisperings heard, the mystic voice
here i am wiped clean of sins
here i am wiped clean of all that is not God
here i burn and and have no desire for heaven or fear hell
just love flows not caught within polarity

moon rise in desert beautiful landscape
small creatures move with their ways
all God's life made same
pure love is my heart

come now to it too
allah
praise is this flow
come now to it too

St Hildegard of Bingen

see her working with her heart
there she is below the image
but the flow of imagery comes from
somewhere else
her paintings like creations tied together
mystic visions flow like this
seeing eye clearly sees inside being

when visions come to her
she does not have a sense of who she is
individual self falls away
visions flow to the mind blessed by divine energy
come from heart of one that is mystic nun
her time in body was racked with pain
illness like fever too
that would cause a faint in her being
her writing tablet is there with her hand to it
her hand move by grace
she small below because she is humble
she does not power this way of communicating
but flow divine move thru her being
senses freed up
washed in mercy of God's light

sometimes she write poetry
her poetry speak of nature vividly
pristine voice speak like here is flower
look it is Christ made
in every cell Christ light live sweetly
tenderly
in every breath of wind
Christ light live sweetly tenderly
softly
pristine
in every sound of earth, wave
rush of air, fall of rain
movement of clouds
Christ light  live sweetly tenderly
softly
beautiful
here in place of God's home like chapel earth is
there is not a way that is out of harmony
here the world is round like wheel that turns and turns
each life connected like mandala or prism of light
where all come
from source in center of wheel

she Hildegard was a broad soul
hearty yet very tortured by body suffering
she wrote this writing style latin style
her hands were not the writers or authors
like her eyes not the seer
or the one that is the commander of this
she know inside herself she nothing to do with this way of writing
and artistic expression not even a drop of her power is in it

she would walk nature lot
like my feet on earth here in love with God
i walk and do not speak with my mind about the art that is here
i not speak to myself about it
for God speak always
and my voice not like his
my voice is like a small shadow here in light of his being
i hear his tongue in grass so green lush smelling
deep earth rich soil blessed in God heart fire
i walk early morning
sometimes cold winters with stark landscape
snow melt on mountains
i ache in bones walking
but my heart rejoice like oh what treasure
of beauty
all of it
all of it

my visions are very intricate, detailed
each part there is something to be said about
little way of men that are not in sync with light
big ways of divine that flow like river golden waters
fluid not circling like mind of men

do you know what i speak of children?
you wear clothes of your birth
a brith that came to you
because you want to learn something
are you learning?
do you want to follow dreams or follow path of saints?
mystic ones?
have you a penny to spare for the christ bread
that is full of wonders, rich with heartiness to give
to your path?
have you a penny to give to this search?
you spend so much elsewhere
i know you do
but give a penny to the Christ bread
you can eat with me here today
you can open up something that is different than
world way
come now to the heart of god
enjoy this sweetness
have you a penny to spare?

move along open road, nature spirit reading, adam

                             

adam want guidance now in life
he mind move away
from his wise knowing
work in world with his mind
logic based
not know how to come out his thoughts
move lot
pendulum jumping
nature trees behind him
green lime colored light
filter sun through branches like sweet song
ordered by no one
but circle in flow of divine nature
flow round him
lift higher in consciousness
want always the best for all
waters move in heart sweetly
adam
you want now guidance from path light
will you brave it with sturdiness?
i see heavy boots on ground that are not
moving easily away from earth
like this way adam to plant yourself
not move away and speak with mind drifting
he is nice man adam
he like world
he wish good things for world
he wish good things for life
he like nature and walk there
be not afraid,  yes adam?
i time in world but will be steady now
for i am as i am

waters deep blue as creamy heaven
like the best tasting sweetness for adam
see it with clarity
not doubts
see the world as one
be quiet now adam
you have returned to open door
now pendulum walk
now walk to your heart in love

pendulum turn round guidance card
and we are the world card
guidance card energy lift high up
light
like wings of angels
soar easy thru sky open vast
soar easy there
world bear weight heavy with drama song
oh adam find the higher ground
with roots in earth
be blessed by sages energy higher
be not taken in by mind
move along open road now
adam
move along open road now

St Filomena

she death no more her way
little girl was a virgin light
she no want to marry rough meaty man
who want to have his way with her
not in tune with christ
so she say no i no want to have bond with you
in muscle flesh bone that way
no not ever i do that
he try take her life and she came out of water
where he sunk her with heavy object
she was released with gods light
not power of men
she come out of water
hit with sharp object that went in her skin
but not killed as gods light heal her
but she was killed eventually
by the man she refused to marry
her remains in this tomb
where she was found and when touched by hands
to see what is this there are miracles of healing living white beauty
like ray golden fall from sky
land on hurt flesh bones of people
and take away hurt
then people say she blessed virgin girl
she was saint figure
in her heart she like water fragrant
with flower perfume
come from place of virgin god like energy
her body more below in consciousness to her
for her heart high in ethers
light flowing magical world
you know not attached to heavy body life
i see green ivy wrap round her form
how it plays easy and grows fresh pure on her
without soil needed
rich earth surround her white gown
as she lay asleep to folly of man
not tarnished by it
rise her spirit to mingle with saint energy
like stars
that light ethers
and rest above land of change and troubles

we are not the form people
i not sleep here like see
not with my hands do i work
not with my feet do i walk
not with my eyes do i see
but with gods light
these things done

be still
i die not ever not ever
god is my soul
i hurt with sharp objects
yet i suffer only if i move thoughts
to trouble my nature of purity
then i suffer
god not suffer he live glorious in my soul
open like worship place for people to come
christ there waiting with arms open
he friend best to me
not world people
kneel here with me to feel open catholic arch at church
the hymns say hallelujah rejoice
the footsteps walk land with bare feet
rejoice in him thru him with him
christ

kneel here
my soul sings every little tune that he sing
small whispers like brush strokes
so fine free in play creative
i kneel always by his feet
with my head resting there
he lay hand on my head
like this be people
not cover over this
god with me always
stars twinkle his eyes
god with me always

amen

i read it in your ashes

                             

this holy space made once lived long
with long history ancient
beautiful architectural crafting
fine to look at
interfaith for muslim and christian
to kneel
share bread
share stories of life
hear word of god
destroyed now by terrorists
burned to ground
burned to ground and now gone
so where now to worship for people cast out or gone to burial places
or just turned to ash and rest on ground?
to be touched by no one again with hugs and smiles
welcoming
children desecrated in this land of horror
syria

my children
i cry for you
with each breath that rise from my lungs
i ache for you my sweet hearts of little secrets
and whispers
send me your prayers from the ashes
i will read them
i will hear each imprint of words on your soul
that are strung like beads of jewelry
that mother make
she brush your cheek gentle yes like all mothers
she know your hungry cries all too well
she set out small toy she found in dirt for you to play
when have strength and safe to do so
and dear little one
you are not forgotten
though your cries are like so many
the writing on your ashes tell your story always
my little angels
have mercy on the world
you will make world
better by your laughter
here i read it in your ashes
you desire love only
and peace
yes syria
and all the world
here it is in small silent writing
though body gone
writing still speaks
my name is here impressed
and you can never erase it with any
hurtful ways
sun is here too
sun bring good things always

love to all
always love
sun bring good things always

St Takeri Tekakwitha

she hold wood cross in hands
sweet to her soul
like prayer, sacrifice, austerity
live time difficult,
her tribe family
hurt and land destroyed
her dress native american but her inside
christ united
fringe on shawl move with wind
as her hands work fields
no complaining ever
even when illness take over
her head has a time table like me
not going away from my lord no matter
what
i am his forever like sun loves moon
like stars twinkle in deep dark rich sky
i kiss his feet i lay my young hand in his
dying unto him this way i live my life
for he is the air i breathe
he is the ray of golden light
it fall on my breast
divine to my senses and feelings
i will not lay my hand to rest on any other
for son of Mary give all to me and i to him
put to rest  my fears and worries of anything
in my land there is hurt and pain that i lived with
so many against another
and too i live christian in my heart
so my people not trust this about me
i was scorned badly by them
yet i suffered not at their words for nothing can
break apart my bond with christ
that give all comfort to me

when i pass
my scars on face smoothed to ivory beauty
like one untouched
i came and said goodbye to some
i am going to heaven my dear friend
see how my eyes look to heaven with ecstatic bliss
filled with tenderness for my god
he waits for me
did i come in clothes of native american
or in clothes of heaven?
please tell to me
for i am never the way it appears to any
but with full light in my soul
young i am today too filled with happiness, joy
with christ always
he take me to live with him eternally
i no longer ailing with weakness or scars
or need to explain or need permission to love
my christ
i just love
and love
and love
like river flows behind me in picture
like sun around my crown
like wood cross i carry always
it glows of life eternal

amen
amen
amen

the window is open

he was there in the vision
the shaman man
he wears leather white like doves in purity
beadwork made by Mary's touch she know
these ways
he lifts his arms up to heaven and rattles
with movement of fine beadwork
he praises sky clouds earth mother
praises it's grace so delicate, sweet, giving
pure with all things blessed
he raises his arms
he touch white buffalo head so sweet in life
free
i saw him with angel wings cleaned of all impurities
and shiva he is there within him and he is within shiva
white buffalo, white bull, trishula
Mary too
she is not separate
oh yes, they live all together in one essence spirit beauty
never have they come in separation
all flow in mind's eye from same light source

and now the window is open
grace flow in
with sweet sunshine
kisses face with song of nature heart so precious
in color subtle energy of love
kisses heart with song of nature
with it's full form resting in soul
like goddess rests
leaves enfold her in arms of earth scent
leaves of green enfold her like ivy
she rests there peacefully filled with knowing
that yes
life is beautiful in essence like gems of emerald
come play in it now
like child dancing
and have no worry for yourself not at all
kiss her sweet mother nature with lips full
and she kiss back with blessings for all
my child
now go play
she say
now go play in your land of creation world
like one not attaching there
but open
open
open
open
yes this is the way

the rainbow in all things (nature spirit reading), shannon

                                           

pendulum turn round shannon picture
and picture of nature
working to bring that mystery of
time when young, innocent and fresh
like new spring day with flowers dancing
flowing waters clear gliding over rocks
whirling in places whirling in her being
refreshing, bubbling music divine

her heart is sweet natured with some
wondering about, where will my
life turn now?
where will it take me now?
i am uncertain but am open like
a woman filled with love to give
warm heart strong bond with people
make happy home to my family
with giving nourishment and good food
from scratch
in this way i show love
with my eyes i speak a song that writes my
story
shannon
i walk on a path now and see so many
opportunities to move forward
i walk with my love
i walk in myself with a dance and smile
of the little one coming
he is dancing with me on the path
together we go forward into the adventure
of life

see how my heart is filled with hope
the cups represent many possibilities
the greenery of new growth
rising out of myself to fly in happiness
sparkling with eyes of wonderment
the rainbow in all things
these are just a few of
the gifts that come
from letting go
into this heart of all
shannon

unique expression

let us study without having to read anything
without having to strain our mind to understand
without having to learn anything
without having to make a degree or an accomplishment of it
without having to compete with anything
without having to philosophize about it
or convert anyone to our way of knowing
without having to compare with anything
without having to measure anything
without having to remember anything
without having to put anything over, above or
in between anything
without having to explain anything to anyone about it
without caring if anyone else feels or gets it or connects
with it exactly the same way
without having to be anything within it
or put our views on it or anyone else
without having to be afraid to feel it this way
this way of knowing that speaks of itself in it's beauty
in it's simplicity
in it's *littleness* because it is quiet and not having
any airs or needing to be bolstered up
it is just what flows in this moment in the heart
of wisdom voice
that is natural
rooted in the earth knowledge voice
here to say,
be within your true beauty and not set against
something else
for you are beautiful that way in your unique expression
just like flowers that play in the field
like the moon kissed earth that sits silently
you too are beautiful that way
now let us study with a clear mind free of all the
rest of it
and see what is in there
in the depths

rich like ancient times (nature spirit reading), yuna

                           

clear pendulum move from heart to head of yuna
then draw heart at forehead
her heart is in her head and living, dancing
with song of sweet life easily
no care for her self much though
as she care for family which is her main living
experience

clear pendulum go down forehead and heart
and forward like walking
yuna walk lot in nature with her smile of
happiness for the earth and what blooms from it
like,"oh this is where my heart flowers most"
she quietly happy in heart when feet touch earth
like this my best place

her energy move out in smooth circles
pendulum tap forehead yuna then to siddhananda
and then make a cross to say she find nature holy
like pure water to drink
she connect with siddhananda there in this way
it is her love there same
like this
pendulum heavy and make a cross tap yuna forehead
like that in there too
like two same that way
two have walked same paths near mountains
lakes and green open lands same places
walking with joy
and heart singing in touch with earth as
feel it to be sacred

yuna may not fully know her connection is
rich like ancient times
when earth was treasured and treated with
dancing celebration
flowing rivers felt to run thru all hearts
trees swayed like music inside head
oceans moved as unity in one heart
waves rolled on without time borders

pendulum say she have this seed in her heart
and it lay dormant (pendulum lay down)
and will rise when time unfold its secrets

column sacred energy rise up
inside my heart live many flowers dancing
with arms open
the pasture is sacred
dreamcatcher moves here in all things
speaking language i hear but have not yet fully embraced
but clarity
circulates this tune for yuna to say
be still sweet friend of earth
don't worry so much
you are master of secrets
beauty divine
flow like water
flow and say yuna
i speak my truth
with tongue kissed by angels
i speak my truth
yuna

push in turn unlock (nature spirit reading), santhip

                           

pendulum pull to tarot tantra card
with key
heavy pull
as it lifts it is very slow
move to santhip face
he mystic man but not know he so very
mystic
wisdom in head flow and point down
to heart center
and down to feet on earth
india he is inside him
he is saffron in heart or like color
orange robes
smell incense and dhuni fire
where sadhus sit by and are in circle
he walk that type of landscape
inside his being
he footsteps (pendulum walk)
to mystic path of light with guru
that he feel is best place for him
now black pendulum lay on tantra card with key
like rest there to absorb energy of, "way through"
or open doorway to go inside and view universe cosmos
with eye detached

pendulum want to stay there now not lift
as very heavy
now pendulum tap key and rest there same angle
it move up and down on key
and place where fingers touch to hold
so it fit in lock perfectly
it show place fit in lock on top
then push in turn unlock
is working  to open river music to santhip ear
flood his being with flower offerings ganga water flow
flood his heart ganga water flow
make him know without doubt he deep mystic man
of sweet nature to family and people around
his form of santhip

answer this dear man of india who came to doorway
with heart open
answer your question with opening door to cosmos
and all will be revealed to your heart
like fragrance of stars sweep sky for all eyes to see
like rains come heavy in your land
and beggars sit with no food
and many are stingy not give easy to others of helping sincere
or others take when not sincere

this comes to say you not apart from this way
that plays about in many appearances
high low pain happy
all of it is in light energy various hues yes santhip
now i see lakshman jhula bridge in my mind
so clear santhip
you walk across head high without fear or concern
you walk by crowds with happiness welling
you lift arms to sky and smile
i am here oh india
oh world of all things
i am here
i am
santhip

broken pieces fit well

pendulum held siddhananda hand
it was broken off
it fell on floor a few time back
and siddhananda not know if to keep or not
but rudraksha pendulum say to her with psychic energy
it still good for work channel spirit language
it now broke
but put together glue and be like finer point
that sensitive to hurt in things
as it broke apart like this
but now operating with gentleness unique and
understanding of what is matter is not that pieces broken
but that mind think not good anymore
for mind not know that broken pieces fit well and are acceptable
to nature spirit
like uniqueness of artistry displayed in universe
and the suffering bring about something of a new unique
blossom on universe tree of life
that when wind blow blossom smile and feel so freshly
as know the struggle to come to blossom
so long in winter time so long
but happiness rises from this background of struggle
like a new opening and so appreciate that when wait so long
to feel sun and rest against hard bark of tree of life
not alone struggle like before
and can now feel so deep all song of things alive as know yes i from
same place not bigger or smaller
but in flow divine

oh how sensitive now the shunghite pendulum is
yes she know siddhananda know
and she work with it with love
care
for she know that walk too
yes she know walk of so many too

beauty like budding roses (nature spirit reading), chris

                             

                               

heart to sky
heart to sky
pendulum go round mother of air
chris has in her deep beauty and compassion
for all humankind
she wear clothes of one who work
in hospital sometimes
she is with patients holding their hand
speak sweetly to them like you are in good hands with me
don't worry
she heart like ocean in-depth
pain there though from time past
make her tender hearted fragile
like youth is
in its sweet way of looking into others
eyes and speak with eyes i love you so
i am like you dear heart
so i am not putting up walls to say
i am different from you

legs walk a lot pendulum point there
they walk in fields
by oceans
by busy streets
by cafes
by flashing lights on street
she loves to walk
pendulum move from chris legs to ocean
back forth
turning in motion dance
go christina to ocean magic with
heart love
bring yourself only
don't worry about anything or anyone
because all are in you without end
without me and you
without time
now pendulum move up to sky in circles
she christina lifts others up this way
she lifts others up with her presence of christina
she lift those around her up
and they are blessed when she is near

what am i wearing dear one of sweet heart way
a mask of sadness
a mask of happiness
a mask of time past
a mask of heaven angels
what am i wearing for you sweet heart
i wear beauty tender like budding roses
i wear clouds lifted in air
that soak in color
i wear shaman mystic woman deep within
my sorrow
that brought me here to you dear one
i have nothing special on me
just beauty with nature glistening sand
endless oceans
open meadows of green
nighttime kisses of stars
nothing special but i love all
i love the play that sings daily in me
through me
christina

nature spirit readings

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sand painter (nature spirit reading), shaman woman

                                           

in the circle of sand i play drum
move outward my music native
thru my whole being
wearing cloth animal placed on my skin
hands only know how to sync with drum beat
not my own beat
they work only in tune with spirit
i know nothing of mechanical workings
i know only the way it feel
like one flow of divine energy
feet move to sound
like dum dum duh dum duh dum
with movement come out very far
in drum language
it is like all nature listen or is in it too
you know
(pendulum move behind and cross body to
go far in front)
not me just wearing animal cloth
others wear too
like this behind and in front
and deeply inside
all circle circle with beat of life

many moons working rays pleasant
holy
sand painter work to make creation of
healing message
but not last long like all things
just one day only
winds sweep sand back to sky clouds rain thunder
booming
but healing energy still there in clouds now to feel when rain fall
the men in world want security but world shakey always
know this
no security without security in heart of all
then never shaken from heart though
world change

now come go round the fire with me
i am singing music tonite here
my brother my sister i see in you
we have all come here by same god light flow
not somewhere else please sister brother know
do not have worry for yourself
find beauty in little
find beauty inside
we will be together then
for we come same god light
we come same

christ bread heart (spirit nature reading), pille

                             

pille has flower in heart 

if let mind flow down

with circle round siddhananda heart

she flow into flower back to 

siddhananda heart

and back to pille

like connection is living 

pille

you no longer need to worry

for life circles without constriction

always

speak flower heart 

see flower heart

smell flower heart 

hear flower heart

with your senses of fine tuning you have

ability to truly feel small things

no longer need to say no that hurt too much

with your fingers touch thing like feel first time

like not in head or worry

rest mind in nature 

love living as pille

she is creative woman

she is sweet in heart yes

her senses are like instrument but 

she don't know how to fully use yet

she don't know the whispering rain

that is coming in always in delicacy

she is not letting tune of pille play fully 

but she is listening now

she is asking self, " why i this way?"

i am coming though now forward 

i will create my light for humankind

to feel sweet breath of pille's art

and others will be moved like,

"ah, such nice heart music

so nice"

pille

flowing upward

with designs made by hand with love,

care

fruits succulent sweetness

this is the top of the mountain up high where

air clear fresh to breathe 

where song not held in any longer 

where voice not speaking sorrow

where hands moving with wind chime

and feet resting on earth with awareness of 

ground 

now eat good food for soul 

not old bread 

eat christ bread heart 

with care

taste it with tongue slowly

let it be with all senses not just one

healing comes when embrace pille song

of true beauty 

yes healing come then

keeper of creativity (nature spirit reading), joonas

                           


joonas go to this lake a lot
he like walk
he like walk on path
he secrets in heart that are not
fully known to his mind now
he go round lake with walk
thinking of path that he is on
shunghite pendulum pull to his heart now
he not with his creativity in fullness
but it is there to be discovered

now black pendulum go around
lake water and around joonas heart and face
in smooth circle
take advantage of soul riches
joonas
pendulum point down in lake depth
go down farther
there will be cycle of refreshment there
refresh you with air breath like filter
that moves into your energy field
move with something like different
pattern than joonas know about himself

he is keeper of creativity in his being
he is with some psychic power in head
grounded never away from depth heart
he need go to water place
rinse mind clean of blocks
with dancing on path
not thinking
his dance be of one that walks alone much
which is mystic way
yes  joonas mystic way is alone, walking alone
make for something of deeper truth
so walk joonas with confident air
like all things you are a part of
you have secret psychic energy there
and if embrace different
will be a one to speak language
psychic
this is in you joonas

card magician has cup resting on heart
pendulum pull there
fill with mental worry this cup
and pour out in lake to wash clean doubt
let it run down to earth
walk on earth now with happiness
you are good man
you help mother
you are nice to people
you are not alone
you are part of universe
be walking joonas
with doubt rinsed clean
with clear mind
joonas

heart drop (nature spirit reading), turtle

heart drop travel up to path of
open land
he walk with his fin like legs
like a fish or like a swimmer of land
his inside is soft textured with organs
in there heart is a little afraid of outside
elements of world
like what might happen to me if not camouflaged
his outside shell is hexagon pattern
it is puzzled with this
put together like puzzle that fits perfect
even though each hexagon uniquely different
each one is written different for nature is never straight with order like
logic is
but disorderly with perfection touch of God

turtle spirit not sing like should his song
he sort of muted in his turtle song
because he used to be with richer earth soul heart
where his experience was different
there were more animals around to enjoy in company
he now alone feeling
a bit lost inside like where my full family?
he would like to talk more to them
for he does speak inside his shell
he speak of ancient knowledge
of time of ancestor workings that connect all together
like hexagon map
they connect as one harmony
turtle spirit know this
he know he not saying what is little things here
he say big things with his presence of ancient world

he mystic meessenger in ancient way
turtles bring blessings to all in way of
saying slow down world
there is time to do everything later
come sit by soul heart here in pasture but be quiet
with mind
be like turtle when he in best place to live
with abundant meals
be in best place
because you no longer listen to turtle voice
but i still go on and eat and swim earth
and do routine daily
i am shy
i will not run fast so be sweet
be quiet
be like my nature simply here now
be like turtle
here now

turtle prayer

flow up from heart my sweet heart
i love you in your way
i kiss you here in my pasture for i know
this earth and swim in it like water
i taste it daily
i feel it under my fin like legs
i feel the grass against my hard casing always
i never leave this feeling inside my heart
i love this way of feeling
and i would like to say to all
be not in world so much like mental
be like turtle singing of land connection
to ancient feelings inside
that whisper always of something rich free
not set apart in structures made by hands of man
but in simplicity of earth ground
i close to ground always you know
God made me this way
i close to ground
here
now see this is good song now to me
thank you

heaven moon rise

heaven moon rise in quiet night
i was walking there
i met a man on the roadside
he wore clothes different like person of world
i did not care what he wore my way is
one of love for all
so i made my eyes shine
on him
he softened to my presence

i made my heart open to him
he softened to my words
that asked him
are you from different place?
he say no i from here always
i live here

i said to him, but you are not looking like from here
it is okay though
for you are made of skin bone heart same
like i am
so i am kinship of yours always sir
i am not different though  i wear my hair black
braided
i have basket of things to take to
my people in forest
i wear my clothes made from earth
i wear my skin dark for sun has made it
tough
i work with my hands to bring food
and give nourishment for my family

you though sir, you know not this land in
the same way
though i know you are pleasant
so let us enjoy the heart of each of us different
in outer
yet speaking same as friends
because i will not be in this same body long
for when i pass through time tunnel of transition
i will come out in world like new form to begin again
and sir you may have known me back awhile in other life
when you wore skin brown with earth and i said to you
sir i am looking for help and friend
and i wondered if you would speak to me because i looked
different in clothes and body
so i am not always as this what you see now
and you too
we be different in body later and speak different
but we always be here now
so let us speak easy to each other
come enjoy the land together
i will show you my way of living and you enjoy my
food made from scratch
i will taste yours sometime i hope
but now let us go walking together
and enjoy this time now
this  time the way it is
for it is never
to be same again
for now come
sir
be my friend
come

lifted by divine flow (pendulum nature reading), noel

noel go to mountains with dog companion
he is wearing his sun heart
he travel there when full moon out
the circles of water
move with him
as he journeys
flowing patterns change with his movement
he is above them not caught in them
not circling with them
he circle instead with cycle of sun moon dance
much more vast than one changing wave
more vast  than transient mind waves
he journey to sun
noel

now clear pendulum go back and forth on heart
of noel
it changes with color of cloth on form
it circles round one way then another
he have some soft heart inside him
it is water like in there
a pull to his heart there
like light magnet
his family is in him
he helps there frequent
it is in him
up down now pendulum
he works too in hospital like setting
helping patients to be stronger
be more steady in their legs (is what
is coming)
he is quiet nature spirit with heart of irish-ness
in land of green rolling hills
deep green like emerald rich jewels
crystal lakes
quiet places to roam with only his footsteps there
and dog friend too
irish man not knowing always his strength that is
strong tree like, sturdy in his ability to
give voice strength to people
he is stronger than know
and voice clearer than he allows
in him
but noel will come to sun in nightime
when moon is adjacent perfect aligned
he will be like warrior dance man
that leave impression on earth that say my voice
speak night song beauty
with tongue lifted by divine flow
lifted to speak i noel was here
i noel am like sturdy nature
i am gifted with language of green earth
i gifted now i know

pendulum speak came this way, it did...

it happened this way
when the pendulum automatically
connected to the heart of kali
and heart of seeker

these cards were chosen for
this one
not knowing out of all cards
the pendulum would choose
but these cards came

the web of maya, yantra like
the kali women
the seeker going inside to
know mystery
what is this world
what is this thing of "i"
and to be flushed out of
all that is not of truth

the pendulums pulled to the spots
on kali feet
and heart
and pulled to seeker heart
it was so easy to feel what was
happening
but a surprise here

so then when using these pendulums
around blue moon time
they came to life in a way
like pointing
leading, speaking in fluid language
spirit language
drawing out, pushing away like a tool
that was alive with flood of divine knowing
not of siddhananda's doing for certain
she knows truly her being is just a tool
to be held in this flow of heart love divine

the pendulum now will touch pictures
or objects and speak it's story
like a flow of river music
that tell story of time past
where things are leading to
where things are sensitive in energy
where things are sensitive in pain
where things are in cosmos books
of it's life stars world planet sun
solar connection

this to siddhananda is like spirit counsel
no different really
the stone is held and the story flows
of the spirit that has passed
although wondrous it is of course
with this tool divine pendulum
it is sacred knowledge tool for certain
it sits on tantric board like see up there
where put
always in sunlight window and moon energy
can come
siddhananda not care where put
but pendulum care and show

with this divine hand (or tool)
it also puts together healing boards
or structures with different objects
to flow energy out in right column
and make a showing of spirit to
human hearts that care to know

the pendulum can answer anything
but it is sacred to heart of one using
like precious tender friend of heart or
like a spirit in that one that is to her
mystic and beautiful and not of the object
but of god-light in it
the object is made of chemicals
the spirit is the thing
the spirit is the most important
thing
the spirit is the most important

open arms (pendulum spirit reading), sachi

her face is lifted to path of light
where she is working on all levels
physical, spiritual, therapy levels
her focus is with helping people
to allow the doors to open to life
instead of constriction of medicines

the om is there in the heart with all things
in nature of illustrations bright
water, clouds, ocean depth where
life is like magic color beautiful to
her
she likes the waves of ocean
sound like a way to refresh her
and give back to her the focus
to give to others
in love

soul warrior is the card chosen
it speaks of looking deeper
at inner work to be done
the seeing of "oh, this is to be thrown
away"
this is to be held tight to
this is to be neutralized by me
so it doesn't make a note of disharmony
in my being

the warrior is coming with his eyes calm
relaxed
with bull horns and skull
of ancestor knowledge
he sits on horse as he is victorious
in battle
of slaying the blocks or lower vibrations
that make awakening incomplete

the mountains are like sunset
the hawk over head
the feathers of hawk to ears
like fluttering of wind spirit
singing to ear
the sky roses like sachi nature
the green muted in color as she does
not intrude on the workings of kinship
to her it is so important
kinship with family spirit
kinship with friendly hearts
kinship with what resonates
with love and light
and open arms
sachi